You Walk With The Lord I Walk With My Friends To The Strip Club

Sometimes the people we encounter are very interesting that make you think. I recently had a conversation with someone about my blog and this person mentioned that my blog is a bit controversial. At first I thought that wasn't true. I thought I am really kind of boring and just live my life. Then I thought about it a little more and I do talk about things that are kind of cliche' and "forbidden" to talk about.

I have decided from the beginning of the entire book writing process that I would be true to myself and talk about what I want. I also know people might think that makes me a bit crazy. Aren't we all a little crazy anyway? I have found a couple of my friends aren't really that supportive of me just putting stuff out there and not wanting me to push the limits. I think there is some confusion. My whole book pushes the limit. The book is going to be brilliant when it is finished. The blog is different it is an outlet to share my thoughts, get ideas, and just keep it real.

I have a particular friend who thinks that I should apologize for who I am and what my book is about. I won't do that. That is the funny part about people they think they live such a better life and really all they do is judge and look down on other people. I will not now or ever apologize for who I am and what I did in the past or what I am doing now.

My book will talk about god, religion, sex, heart break, and many other things that people think are off limits. I will never live my life thinking that things are off limits. I spent too many years brainwashed and god crazy so now that I realize the world actually exists I will talk about whatever I want. That may seem cocky it really just means I am confident. I have the right people supporting me and that is what is important. So, if you want to judge that is ok. I will continue to be true to myself. If that means me going to the strip club and talking about it then so be it. At least I don't walk around thinking I am better than I am or someone I am not. I have a full understanding of who I am.