Charmed

I love my closest friends. I love that they will always try to make me feel better despite what is or isn't happening in my life. The best part of this blog entry is that they are willing to change the name of things or events in my life to make me smile. We all know what charmed is...it is a funny way of saying that I got played. Trust me I didn't think it was funny at first, but now I find it kind of entertaining.

I never thought it would happen to me. I thought I was smart enough to sniff out someone who was filling my head with shit. Not the case, I found myself in a situation that I should have never been in. I should have just trusted my gut and ran away as fast as I could. Let me explain, I have a friend not a close friend, but a friend that is a good one to have. I also know this person would probably do anything for me if I needed it. Well, through the course of phone conversations and occasional run ins everything changed. (we are all adults you now what happened)

This situation has been awkward for me for many reasons. Without getting into all the boring details of that. There probably isn't a person out there who hasn't felt this way. Part of me thinks was it karma paying me a visit. I often wonder if I did someone wrong and that is why it happened. Or was it that I finally let my guard down and this is normal life. I know people get embarrassed and hurt all the time. It just sucks.

The thing is I really do have some great friends who have done everything they can to protect me and make me feel better. If it means changing the name of something that isn't so great I am happy for it!